Sunday, December 15, 2019

What is Your Storage Capacity?



25 Jesus said to her, “I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in Me, though he may die, he shall live. 26 And whoever lives and believes in Me shall never die. Do you believe this?” John 11:25-26 NKJV

This is a short excerpt taken from a much longer spontaneously written piece that I wrote several days ago while thinking about my current season in life …

When two of the most important electronic items that I depend daily on started having battery capacity/storage issues, I began to ask myself what I would do if these items suddenly stopped working and I was no longer able to use them or the information stored on them. This prompted me to make sure that I have everything "important" backed up on hard drives or cloud drives so I don't lose anything. Then, I asked myself, how would it affect my ability to work from home if my laptop suddenly died? How would I effectively communicate with my children, family, and anyone else, if my phone suddenly stopped? I began to make "backup" plans…

A long time ago, I learned to take notice and pay attention to “normal everyday” situations and challenges because, many times, God is pointing things out to me that I can learn from. We are currently nearing the 4th anniversary of my husband’s untimely entrance to heaven, and it has been a very difficult and challenging season for me. I’ve had to constantly, mentally and forcefully, make the decision not to go back to that place of dark despair and utter loneliness in my heart and mind that I experienced, especially in the first two years, after my husband died. But, as I began reflecting on the challenges of lost battery capacity in two of the very important electronic devices that I use daily; I was brought to some questions that I have asked myself:  Have I prepared myself to handle this season in my life? Do I have a backup plan when my personal “battery” seems to be dying on me? Did I make sure to store everything that is “important” if my “battery” fails on me? What is my current “storage capacity”, anyway? 

As I pondered those questions, I realized that I do have a plan in place! And I have made sure to store everything that is important if my “battery” fails on me! I don’t quite know exactly what my current storage capacity is, but I have one answer to all of these questions: Jesus, my Lord and Savior!! When all else in life fails, JESUS NEVER FAILS! He is my plan A and He is also my backup plan! He is my everyday plan! My walk and relationship with the Lord is where I’ve stored everything “important” in my life! I plan to continue to be filled with the Holy Spirit and allow Him to lead me and guide me, even as my own personal “battery” storage capacity seems to be shrinking.  I plan to solely and wholeheartedly depend on my Heavenly Father whose grace is sufficient for me and who daily supplies all of my needs (emotionally, mentally, physically, and spiritually), according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus! (2 Corinthians 12:9; Philippians 4:19) 

I believe there are many of us who, at times, begin to lose our capacity to hold or carry the things that we walk in daily. Our battery begins to drain and we may feel the need to just “stop working”. It’s during those times that we need to rely on what we’ve already stored up inside of us before our personal battery capacity began to fail. That’s when our faith kicks in and we allow ourselves to depend on God’s grace and His strength to restore us and recharge us. In 2 Corinthians 12:9, it says,
 And He said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.” For those of us who are feeling drained, overwhelmed, exhausted, etc., during this time when we are looking forward to celebrating the birth of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and the great love He has brought to us, be encouraged! And continue to put your hope and trust in Him, knowing  “…that He who has begun a good work in you will complete it until the day of Jesus Christ…” Philippians 1:6 NKJV

Have a Merry and Blessed Christmas and a Happy New Year!